Lucy Luv Denny

2006-10-28T21:35:00.000+08:00

I have seen doctor and found out that pregnant. What am I going to do? What should I do? Tell Denny? Would Denny marry me? Can I tell my parents? Diary, can you tell me what to do?

2006-10-28T21:30:00.000+08:00

3 failed module. Had I failed them? Why did I fail? Since the day we started, I have lost myself. Why I am so stupid to give up my studies for him. I thought I will have him but now what do I have? Where are those promised that he had made? How am I going to announce it? Was it because of the separation made me feel so sick? Why did these happen to me?

2006-10-28T21:28:00.000+08:00

Nancy told me that Denny date her today. I have lost my only hope. He is a two timer. That sentence was cruel. I have been dreaming all along. Or was it all a trap from the day we start? I have to leave him. I do not want to continue dreaming that he would come back, I will only torture myself. Can I turn back the time and be the Lucy who only concentrates on studies. Lucy be strong, you can not depend on that heartless man. Oh no! My test results are coming out. Had I done badly? Stupid Lucy! You are stupid to love Denny.

2006-10-28T21:22:00.000+08:00

Nancy called; our conversation was wonderful until she said that Denny has been calling her recently to ask about school work. I tried hard to help him find excuses but I still can not convince myself. Why did he ask Nancy about school work and not ask me? What should I do?

2006-10-28T21:14:00.000+08:00

Recently I hardly receive a call from Denny. Had our love fade? These feel days he seem to have cooled towards me. No, I must believe him! It must be because we understand each other too well, thus we need not talk as much as the past.

2006-10-28T21:09:00.000+08:00

We had lunch at couple restaurant. The romantic atmosphere and the beautiful background music made me feel like a princess. Relied on him has become my habit. He said that he would never leave me, even if I do not love him anymore. It is because without me, he will lose himself. I was so touched and believed that we will never be separated till the day we died.

2006-10-28T21:04:00.000+08:00

These few days after school we went to his house. The hours I spend in his house were much more than the hour I spend at home. These few days I found that I can hardly understand the lecture. I did not study when he was around because he hates it when I remind him to study. However when I reached home I’m too tired to do anything.

2006-10-28T21:00:00.000+08:00

His mushy words that he told me really melt my heart away. I agreed to stay overnight to accompany him as he told me that he will be alone at home. Sparks grow between us and we feel that our love toward each other grow tremendously overnight. I really hope that time will always stay at this moment. This is really an unforgettable night.

2006-10-28T20:43:00.000+08:00

Today, I went to Denny house. His house looks so big but it was also quite and cold. To give me a surprise, he let me in to his room to look for the present that he has hidden for me. It was an mp3, he give it to me as a present even before any of my friends have the ability to buy it. He told me that he was jealous of the lead actor because the lead actor was given a chance to prove that he can sacrifice his life for his pretty love one.

2006-10-28T20:37:00.000+08:00

Yes! I love it! It is that beautiful soft toy I saw on my way home. I never dream that Denny gave it to me. It was not cheap! I love him even more when he said he is willing to skip meals to save money for the toy to give his pretty love ones.

2006-10-28T20:33:00.000+08:00

It is my first date with Denny. The surprise I got is to find him at my flat waiting for me. We went school together. I seem to have become the lead character in the show of Denny and me. He said that I look better than those celebrates. We passed letters in class because he wants to keep what I have said to him forever. Oh no I forgot all about my tutorials! Oh no! I don’t think I can finish them by today.

2006-10-28T19:58:00.000+08:00

The sun was especially bright today; it is just like my mood. To my surprise Denny walked me home and I felt so wonderful that I suspect that I’m dreaming, I hope that I will never wake up from it. :) He is the only guy who gives me all the attention though I’m neither the cute nor beautiful.

Boring day

2006-10-28T19:57:00.000+08:00

It is another sunny day. Today nothing much happen. I am still that lonely girl. Oh no! I should not have watch movie with Nancy. I do not have much money left. As usual Denny look cool and was the best looking guy in class. At times I suspect half of the class loves him. :(